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2% public. 98% friends only.
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How can one take delight in the world unless one flees to it for refuge?
- Franz Kafka
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kayyyy, something new.
my mom keeps telling me i should try out modeling.
i'm not into people inspecting my body & telling me wahts wrong with it.
but i think it'd be fun.
i wanna give it a shot.
i'll probably have to loose like 10 lbs. to do it though. :/
& my nose is eew...ha.
& then there's the i think i'm hideous thing.
OHHHH, & i'm gonna take a photography class finally.
now, i can actually take good pictures.
& we're gonna move again, i think.
it sucks. i have to keep my room clean all the time, cause people are gonna be coming over to look @ the house & stuff.
it's so annoying. i'm never this clean.
&&& they duct taped my hallway @ school. it's retarded. YUPPP.
it's frickin' labeled 'locker space' & 'walk'. & there's arrows for the direction you should walk in.
stupid. stupid. stupid.
♥ i'm a size girls 16 in abercrombie. i ♥ that an awful lot. but i still think i'm overweight.
my mom gave me a talk on being anorexic. she was telling about how she excercised a lot when she was my age cause she always thought she was fat.
okay, thats me basically. but i'm not frickin' anorexic. GOD.
i have no self control at all. if i feel fat, i eat salad. it's not like i'm gonna go & starve myself. :/
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OKAY, this is going to be really quick.
i broke up with dan. i really wish we could have actually worked out why i was pissed @ him before i did that.
now i want to get back together with him. & it's just messed up. we rly hurt eachother a lot. we were really close before & we're still close now, it's just...ugh, i don't know.
i've been having trouble telling people how i feel lately. i hate it. the end.
i know he's not gonna ask me out again after what i put him through anyways. i wish he would though.
dan & luca are like bestfriends. & luca told him to follow me around on friday. i felt like he was stalking me. so we were both telling luca how we felt about eachother, if we were annoyed or whatev. cause we didn't want to hurt eachothers feelings? we worked that out today but i dumped him yesterday.
so after i dumped him he tells luca, "i really didn't like her that much anyways to be all OMG WHY WHY WHY". IT MADE ME REALLY UPSET. like, what was the freaking point of asking me out then dumbass?
heh. sorry, i've been having moodswing things all day.
it basically jsut comes down to, that he can really make me smile. & no one's really ever been able to do that to me before. no matter how upset i am, he helps. somehow. :/
i fucked this up. badly. really. i had to think about every single thing. i didn't even think about if i was happy or not.
& i kind of fed him a lie. :/ depressions barely barely barely ahd anything to do with this. :/
GAH. I HATE LIFE WITH A PASSION. :]
sorry, nothings happened. i had tons of school things to work on all weekend so i didn't get to do anything.
I'M GOING 2 MARRY THREE DAY WK ENDS.
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